existence

ok again.........i dont understand why people have brains and do not spend time using them? why do people think that the world we live in is just fine and dandy....i wish i had an ak 47 so i could shoot all of u....but i doubt ill ever be granted one.......work is ok....i make money and i save it...for a future that contains....i do not know what and i do not care.....a great vision came to me last night....everyone you know and love including yourself........and those u dont know and perhaps hate will die.......mortality is great......im really gettin bored of seein people who dont enjoy life or have fun....people that are too serious....the jokes on u......ur not goin anywhere...u diiiiiiiie....i stayed up for forty eight hours the other night cuz i was on drugs....and then went to work....and proceeded to do it again.......i dont know how or why.......im enjoying my aimless existence....i have a "boyfriend" and that is working out well......he seems to put up with my mood swings.......i just want to travel....and read and have fun.........soon ill have some money....yaaaaaaaaaah!! now im going to ruminate upon my life some more ALONE..........good day